Don't you feel?
Don't you realize????
When you feel miss,
I also miss you!

Selalu aku ingat pesanmu,

I have to be patient.
You also teach me many things,
Of love and affection.

Raga us apart (?)
Hand we can't interlocked,
And our eyes can't look at each other too,

But there is always a Du'a here, in this heart.

Although unspoken, but it's always there

And i believe in the power of Du'a.
Doa kepada ALLAH yang sanggup menyatukan hati.
And Du'a also that is able to penetrate a distance, space and time.
No matter how far away we are.

Don't need you says 'promise/appointment'.
For your self that far away there, this longing still for you and always for you :")

Jika tanpa komitmen, Jauhi saja!

Man handsome face it's alot,
But man the handsome in his heart is not alot.

Woman beatiful face also alot,
but woman the beautiful in her morals is not alot.

Men and women who are looking for love are also alot,
But who are really have much pure love or holy love is not alot.

Men and women who like too much compliment/praise are also alot,
But who are really from the heart is not alot.

Men and women who love to flirt courted also alot,
But those who want to advise goodness is not alot.

Men and women who simply just pursue love lust also alot,
But those who have committment immediately be a 'halal/mahram' it's not alot!!

That facts is all around us.

  

Much better,
When there is a person who is present in our lives,
When there is someone present offering of love,
Who just want toying love without commitment,
Who just want to hurt our hearts and feelings,
So the best way is to stay away from him/her.
And don't want to be stuck in it!! (з´⌣`ε)

Love to Mama

Mama..
Tatap mata mu pada ku masih saja sama

Always think of me as small twigs tub.
Yang rentan patah di kala angin bertiup.

Mama..
Bila kau dapat membaca hati ku,
Kau akan tau betapa sesungguhnya aku tak ingin seperti ranting.
I want to be a shady that can protect you.

Mama..
Dalam sujud mu tak pernah lupa kau mendoakan ku.
Until the tears dripping in your prayer mat.
Pantas kah aku terima itu, Mom?

Mama..
Aku malu menerima cinta tulus mu.
Sungguh aku tak mampu membalas segala yang kau berikan.
Aku hanya mampu berdo’a  ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

If later i'm fragile,
If i going to leave you first,
Aku akan pergi ke surga.
I will find angel GOD.
Then, i will sent angels down to the earth,
Agar mereka bisa untuk membahagiakanmu

Karena kebahagiaan mu adalah nyawa ku, jiwa ku.

Distance means so little, love means so much! Distance sucks but i love you.

Two people with different lands. Long distance relationship is the hardest, yet the most fulfilling type of relationship. Love can always be shown even you are far apart.

The only real concrete way to get through a long distance relationship is to have from future plans. Closeness can be establish even when the two of you are apart, because closeness is not about the distance but about the heart ♡.

 If you'll exert effort, if it is fated, no doubt, long distance relationship can work! LDR is suppose to have an end. It is suppose to end you two being together.  From there, a relationship that never ends, starts. Yea, it is not easy, but i assure you, it's all worth it.
Distance doesn't ruin a relationship.  You don't have to see a person everyday to be in love. There an important need to have a strong teamwork to make the LDR work. Just because you are far, doesn't mean i can't love you. I love you, wherever you are. How i wish counting days is as fast as counting numbers, 1,2,3. You will always be remembered by my heart, even though you are so far.

When talking with your LDR partner, one hour seems like one minute. There is no long distance about love, it always finds a way to bring hearts together no Matter how many miles there are between them. I may not get to see you as often as i like.  I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. but deep in my heart i truly know, you're the one that i love, and i can't let you go, aaaand bla bla bla.

I wish that you were here or that i were there, or that we were together anywhere.
there is a saying, out of sight, out of mind.  But how can that be true/real?
You are not here, yet i can't get you out of my mind. 

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will. The few hours, i spend with, you are worth the thousand hours, i spend without you. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, but it sure makes the rest of you lonely. The lonely nights are hard to get through. 

 I will keep you in my eyes by making you a dream. Love is the shortest distance between hearts. I miss the way you used to hug me, i miss the way you used to calm of me, 

But most of all,

I miss the way you held me and my heart.
I miss you ♡.

Tips you can apply to have a long distance relationship that works:

- When there are temptations around, be strong and remind yourself, "even thought my sweetheart is far, i am loyal". 

- Don't make decisions when you are so sad, and don't make promises when you are so happy!! 

- Avoid jealousy. It is a poison!!
- Be sweet, your words will mean and your act mean alot. 

- Be caring and thought full. Even when you are far apart, show care!
- Always give your love enough time. Chat, call, text. If possible, meet.
- Be honest. from there, your partner will trust you.
- Talk about the day you are going to be together.
- FORGET YOUR PROMISES!

- Be creative.
- Plan something new each day, especially during your anniversaries.
- Try to have a call atleast once a day. Even a 2 minutes call is enough to make you smile.
- Be patient! LDR needs tons of it, wait patiently till the two of you united.
- LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP works if you will work for it.
- This is dedicated to all LDR lover. especially to the man i want to grow old with.
- I will be right here waiting for you.
- TRUE LOVE WAITS.

This might be our fate, to be separated pshysically, but in spirit, you will always be close to my heart, SO CLOSE.
Great things comes to those who wait!
All the best! Always put GOD as the center of your LDR.
No matter how far we may be, you are always close to my heart ♡♡

My Future Husband, xoxo

Seseorang yang menyayangiku apapun kondisi ku..

Seseorang yang bisa menerima segala kekurangan dan kelebihan ku..

Seseorang yang bisa teach me about Islam more deeply..

Seseorang yang ingin  guide to Jannah together..

Seseorang yang bisa paham dan mengertiku sebelum aku menjelaskannya, but i know it's kinda imposible ._.

Seseorang yang bisa mengetahuiku ketika aku benar-benar sedih walaupun dari luar aku selalu seperti orang yang bahagia (:

Seseorang yang selalu  memelukku ketika aku sedih maupun menangis..

For my future husband, aku berharap kau bisa menjadi Imam yang baik untuk keluarga dan menjadi seorang Ayah yang baik untuk dicontoh anak-anak kita kelak..

Seseorang yang bijaksana dalam berpikir maupun tindakan. 

For my future husband, aku berharap kau bisa selalu mengajarkan anak-anak kita
about kindness and Islam.

Seseorang yang bisa reading Qur'an dengan benar..

Seseorang yang memiliki tauhid yang baik, taat agama ALLAH (Islam)..

Seseorang yang selalu segera melaksanakan shalat diwaktunya..

Seseorang yang bisa selalu mendengarkanku, mendengarkan ceritaku, keluh-kesah ku, dan sebagainya.

  Seseorang yang ingin bisa membahagiakan ku, dunia dan akhirat (:

Seseorang yang need me more than anyone or anything.
 
Seseorang yang bisa membuatku merasa berharga setiap harinya..

Seseorang yang bisa menenangkan dan merangkul ku and telling me 'everything is going to be okay'.
 
Seseorang yang ingin menghabiskan sisa hidupnya bersamaku, selamanya..

Seseorang yang bersedia membimbing ku ke jalan kebenaran dan kebaikan kepada-Nya..

Seseorang yang bersedia make me laugh when i am down, and never let me down..

 

Seseorang yang bisa inspiring me more than anything ever has.

Seseorang yang  light up with joy, and put on a smile, whenever they see me..

 

For my future husband, saat kita sudah sah menjadi suami dan istri, aku menginginkan kamu untuk selalu kiss my forehead when i want to sleep and wake up..

 

Seseorang yang memiliki the same likes and dislikes, so we can have a good conversation,
but  walaupun memiliki perbedaan tetapi harus tetap bersatu (:

We are like puzzle pieces, that just mesh together perfectly, and complete a puzzle.

Seseorang yang bisa mengenal diriku inside and out me.

Seseorang yang selalu memberikan pelukannya untukku..

Seseorang yang want to be with me every second of every day.

Seseorang yang be happy with me no matter what, no matter what happens.

Seseorang yang bisa  teach me lessons as we go through life together.

Someone who will be my everything..

Seseorang yang ingin do anything to see that smile on my face.

Dan seseorang yang will always love me, as much as i did..

XOXO

You Didn't Tell Me

There you stood, next to me,
And you waited, patiently
I approached, held you near
Then you whisperen, in my ear

You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
You went and left it all behind
You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
Didn't it ever cross your mind?

Friday night, cancelled plans
Then i see you,
Holding hands with a girl
Now it's clear
When you whispered in her ear

Didn't you tell me
That i was spending way too long
Wasting my time

Hm yea, i should have known
That i am better off on my own

You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
Didn't it ever cross your mind?
You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
Didn't you ever say goodbye?

Oh yea,
There you stood.

If you know
how i love you..

You are always there in my every Du'a

I know, isn't easy to be that you asked.

Aku pasrah kan hati ini,
Fate will answer it.

If I'm not your way,
I stopped to expect you.

If I was created for you,
I'm going to have you.

If we are destined to be together, we definitely met (◦'▿')ɔ♥c('▿'◦) ❀

Sesabar inikah i loved him in silence and tranquility (?)
Sesabar inikah i waited for him in silence, and faithfulness (?)

Am I the most selfish if this feeling is hoping more to it

O Allah,
How many times again i should survive in this situation (?)

Should i run from this necessity (?)
I love him.
I thought about him, but why not me who was on his mind (?)
Could i let go of this feeling.
Go left the hope to be with him

 I know,
He has been with her.
That's why i don't want ruin it,
I don't want to ruin their relationship  
If he's happy not with me,
I gave up to hope  
I don't want anymore there are a lot of false hopes.
Which is created only in pretense.

O, Allah.
Can my story ended up until here (?)
Because i see he has no longer consider me.
Aku tak mau jika hanya aku saja yang beranggapan.
I let it all get here.

Calm my heart.
Brighten my day.
Which he thought wasn't me but her!
He only thinks about her

O, Allah.
Saved him from the sense of my selfishness :))
Hopefully he's alright

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it when i said i didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should a let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid,
I was foolish,
I was lying to myself,
I could not fathom that i would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause i didn't know you
Cause i didn't know me
But I thought i knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that im feeling
Now that i don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your ****
Cause i don't have a choice
Oh, what i wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby

When you left i lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am i . . .
When times get rough,
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (?)
Who's gonna take your place.
There ain't nobody better!

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind.
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me "If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute,
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So, i turn the dial
Trying to catch a break, and then i hear Babyface "I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But im falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying.
Trying to figure out,
Where the hell i went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life.

Touch

I think you could help me
Get back to the world
Im spinning out of control
Help me
Im drifting alone
Im sinking
I need you to hold
I'd do anything to hear you say
That you're gonna take the pain away
I just need you back in my arms.

So i, i try
I'd do my best to reach you
Cause im drowning in this flood.
Tonight, i cry
Cause my world has gone to pieces.
And i cant get close enough
To touch

Save me
Im losing myself
Im falling
I need nobody else
I'm swimming in against the tide
Im trying to save my life
Just get me back to your heart.

Yea,
This time the world is washing over me
Cant breathe in
Im choking
Cant wait forever, need you desperately
Say you'll never let go..

Still Hurts

You and me, still hurts
Days go by, gets worse
I dont wanna see you
I dont wanna know where you are
Im scared of these feeling
Im broke and bleeding
Here without

You dont know how it feels
Breaking up and falling down
With you it's never gonna be
Not the way it used to be
Everyday, it gets harder to breathe

You and me, still hurts
Though that this could work
Im going out of my head and
Im trying to forget how i miss you
And im scared of this feeling
Life with no meaning, here without

Sesungguhnya Jujur Itu Menimbulkan Ketenangan

ALLAH SWT berfirman dalam surat At-Taubah ayat 119 yang artinya: “Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bertakwalah kepada ALLAH dan hendaklah kamu bersama orang-orang yang benar.”

Guys, maksud dari 'orang-orang yang benar' adalah mereka yang selalu berkata jujur dalam kesehariannya. No words were spoken, except only true and honest out of his/her heart. Bukan perkataan dusta yang direkayasa dan dibuat-buat untuk mengundang simpati dan pembelaan.

Sometimes honesty is painful for some people, because they feel insulted that caught her/him shame, but for the sake of truth honesty is a necessity. Honestly people can also ravaged masses, that's why they prefer to tell a lie to save themself.

For those who god-fearing, godly, devout in religion, it's better be hated because tell the truth rather than liked / loved but heart wrapped in a lie, which in the end like a "Sepintar apa pun kita menyimpan bangkai, akan tercium juga."

" Abu Muhammad Al-Hasan bin Ali bin Abi Thalib radhiyallahu‘anh, he said : I memorized a few sentences of Rasulullah Shallallahu'alaihi wasallam, namely: "Leave what you doubt and do what you are not doubt. Truly honest it raises serenity and lie raises doubts." (HR. Tirmidzi).

Guys, if we already know that can honestly make us calm, it will be good from now on we are honest in every word and deed. Be honest to yourself first before to be honest to others. And bend over backwards to avoid saying the lies and vain. May ALLAH always leadeth way that blessed ALLAH for us all, Aamiin .

True friends dont care that we are the child from whom, of what the family, no matter we are rich or poor, smart or dumb. And more importantly, doesn't matter if you're in difficult circumstances or are winning the lottery 10 billion, LOL! True friends dont care about it all .

Who only cares : a true friend is always there, always accompanied, always advising, always reminding the good/kindness,  invite to leave bad things and vain, and together to improve themselves ♡

Sometimes little things Hurt.

No reply from your love ones,

When your Best Friend is Busy with ANOTHER Friend,

When you want your Friend to be with you, but they Dont Have time for you,

When you EXPRESS your DEEPEST FEELINGS to Someone Special, but HE/SHE Doesnt try to understand,

When you want to TALK TO HIM/HER, but they say "I AM BUSY"

When you dont feel sleepy at Night and your Boyfriend/Girlfriend says 'damn, im sleepy...'

How truly said Heart is soft and can be pinched easily.

At the moment i was silent.

When i was silent in my emotions,
it's because i didn't want to hurt you.

When i was silent in my sad,
it's because i wanted to toughen up without complaining to you.

When i was silent, when emotions rule over you,
it's because i was sad because why you are hurting me.

When i was silent while in your hug,
That's when i feel grateful there are people who are willing to wipe my tears.

Allow Me

 Izinkan ku,
Izinkan ku untuk tetap setia menunggu,
Menunggu mu..

Izinkan ku,
Izinkan ku untuk memelukmu dalam doa,
Warm all the time.

Izinkan ku,
Izinkan ku untuk selalu bertemu dengan mu dalam Istikharah cinta ku (:
My heart ♡  

Every word is a Du'a.

Every word/utterance is Du'a. So, be careful in speaking. Although it's a complaint. Because, could have been that ALLAH SWT grant/ijabah all of what we said.

Utterance is not just words that have no meaning, because every word spoken was connected with the intellect and our minds. So, every word what we say from the mouth will be absorbed brain, and then it's words will be instructions/orders to brains to do something or think something.

Utterance is also very influential on fate, because every utterance is like a Du'a which is almost always granted/Ijabah by ALLAH. So, when we say that we not able of doing something, it the same like Du'a that we not able of doing a something that.

Without realizing it, we may ever say one or two words that hurt someone's feelings. Maybe family members, friends, best friends, etc.

If pain because physical injury, it could be seen and treated quickly. But, if pain in the heart (feelings), who knows (?). Even sometimes / often times we have to fight hard to get his/her apology. Hope we can be cautious/careful to speak although in jest/joke.

Utterance is Du'a, and very influence to what was say and also what is done by the person.

"Starting from the words, and then a feeling created."

Because the words themselves are a reflection of ourselves, because the words themselves are suggestions. 

 Every word what we say, positive or negative, actually emerged from the ideas and of our subconscious. They are tightly interconnected with each other. 

Be careful/be cautious, because every word what we say is a Du'a or most powerful spells. Nature also will respond and give strength in every word what we say.

A word will be so strong, when we speak in anger and high emotion.

So, don't let it all backfired for ourselves, because what we say is what will happen.
Therefore, we must be a wise to use our minds, because our minds will be a words what we say.

Prophet Muhammad SAW is a very polite person, even when upset/angry he never put the words that are not pleasant to hear. Strands du'a always flowing from his mouth, SubhanALLAH <3 p="">

Good personal is able to contol his/her anger, conditions like anything should be faced and should be able to handle it, and also speak soft. I mean, speak soft is don't hurt the feelings of those who hear. Can understand what i mean, right? :o

In terms of religion (Islam in particular), manners in speak is also recommended. As the Prophet Muhammad SAW said  “Kullu kalam addu’a”  which means every word is Du'a. Altough it's a good word or bad, both contain elements of Du'a for those who speak it.

 

Prophet Muhammad : 

"Whoever believes in ALLAH and the Last Day then let him/her  speak good or keep quiet."

  

Prophet Muhammad SAW said: 

"are saying a Muslims is humans who survived/safe the dangers of the tongue, and hands. "

Imam Ali Radhiallahu’anhu said:

"Evil heart lies in her/his mouth, and good mouth (kind word) lies in his/her heart."

Hopefully this post was helpful to us all

Guys, maaf sebelumnya kalau bahasa inggris ku so bad bhahaha :|