Bla bla bla . . .

I wish it would never end.

Stop playing with your gadget, please.

Reschedule into next week?


That's ok.

Have a good night. 

Passion.

I am closer than your vein.

Sure, i love you more. hiks.

Watching a peaceful death of a human being reminds us of a falling star;

one of a million lights in a vast sky that flares up for a brief moment only

to dissapear into the endless night forever. (Elisabeth Kubler - Ross)

To die proudly when it is no longer possible to live proudly.

Death of one's own free choice, death at the proper time, with a clear

head and with joyfulness, consummated in the midst of children and witnesses:

so that an actual leave-taking is possible while he who is leaving is still

there. (Friedrich Nietzche, Expeditions of an Untimely)

"Complaint is a weakness in an insecure personality"

. What do you want?

" Nothing, just do your best, Honey! 

Stop complaining, there are million people who wants to be exactly like you. Do what you do, write what you write and feel what you feel, and you still complaining about your job? Growing up!

But i think about it. 

Do your task.

Why I choose you? Cause you know me better than anyone else.

I am just human, ordinary human.

It's quite frustration having boyfriend who doesn't allow me to whine.

" Then, say what you want. I don't care it will explode or not! 

I am exhausted! I am not saint! Do not expect me that much!

Anger spits like fire with no target. 

Destroyer of all in its path.. even the creator. "

Watch your words! I sit here angry because I know that the reaction of my actions will hurt me more than i will you.

 It's frustation me also.. everytime you call me, all i hear is just you and your problem!

" Say positive word, then! "

"Sorry, i can't! I can't be exactly what you want! This is hurt!

This distance and all the routinity killing me slowly. "

" Exactly it is killing us!"

" Yes, us! And our relationship! "

" Yes, our relationship! "

" Give me time. I need time to re-think. "

Distance is not easy thing to deal.

Distance plus no break activity equals pain killer or time bomb.

All we can do is waiting unti it getting into boiler point and explode. daaar!

Give him a try. 

Mightyman & Mightywoman  & Mightygirl & Mightyboy

Who the tell i am? Stranger for you? Or old friend that long time no see?

Blah! I am not OK, but i will be fine. Tsk. Where have you been btw? 

Blah! for your information. I am tired of this situation, in other side i know, i am gonna exhausted to forget you!

you wanna leave?

Not belong to be there.

I have no power.

Too complicated.

Hope you well and do take care.

I don't know. It's quite hard for me. 

Try to text me, at least . . . . 

Nothing, doing my thesis maybe . . . 

Congestive heart failure.

" I hope this is not the last coffee you make for someone you will love, after me. "

" Don't say that.  It hurts me "

" I really do, i still love you. "

"Wow, nice to know that in the last of our relationship. "

" Hah! I am gonna miss you, so! Hey, baby Cheerful!

" Should give up, 

or should i just keep chasing pavements

even it is leads nowhere

I build  myself up

And fly around in circles

Waitin' as my heart drops

And my back begins to tingle

Finally, could this be it " 

- "Chasing Pavements", Adele

" Maybe i didn't treat you

Quite as good as i should have

Maybe i didn't love you

Quite as often as i could have

Little things i should have said and done

I just never took the time

You were always on my mind

You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died

Give me, give me one more chance

To keep you satisfied, satisfied. "

" How many times

Did we give up

But we always worked things out

And all my doubts and fear

Kept me wOndering

If i'd always be in love "

- "It Ain't Over Till It's Over", Lenny Kravitz

Damn, why i don't turn off this song?

And i hmmmmmm, okay, what is the god way to say i hate her? Just say, i hate her.

Mini heart attack. He buzzed me. Well, what should i say? 

oh, ok stop thinking and act as natural as you can. GOTCHA!

I know you miss me :3

 " Laying down and doing nothing is a virtue for medical student. "

I was not understanding what you were telling, now I gotcha!

Invisible man karangan Ralph Ellison.

" Mempertahankan inner child gue itu salah satu cara untuk membuat gue tetap

waras dalam menjalani hidup. "

Silly.

Download attachment gak jalan-jalan ini piye ki Smartfren..

Who's this guy? I mean, who's the real him?

Wooooow, dear God, who is this guy exactly? I mean seriously the man that I

hitted at the bookstore is really him? I hitted really great guy.

Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all, right? Yeah, but what I 

know later, is even most painful at all.

" Day off is such a heaven. No more medical thingy. No referat. No

medical record. "

"We have no life, cause we're too busy to save yours. This is the confession 

of medical student. "

" Adakan cara lain untuk menghapus kenangan selain membuat kenangan baru

yang lebih indah ? "

This guy, he never stop tweeting i guess.

" What kind of woman that you date? She must be the luckiest girl on earth. "

" Sadly, i am a loser ' too scare to hold my love. Now, she's officially gone. "

Trigger.

" She dumped you, huh? Don't be too naive in love. Cinta butuh kehadiran.

at least for me. "

I pray to God now.

" Somehow, i feel, apparently my best is not enough. Pathetic, huh? "

" Apparently, my better is quite enough. Best is sickening. "

How luck you are.

Effortless.

Plegmatis.

Lebih lucu dari The Cosby Show.

You spin my universe.  Beep.   Alert.     Anytime.

" I think i like you. You are so funny to be with.

" Thank you. Surprisingly, i think i like you even more. "

My author of my next episode.

There is no good thing in 'goodbye'. *sigh*

Trash (Sampah)

Embrace (Merangkul)

Sarcasm ( Sindiran Tajam)

Beyond (Luar)

Jancok ayune arek iku! (Jancok, cantik bener anak itu! = Fuck, she's so pretty!)

Selalu saja complain dengan keadaan. Sedikit-sedikit mengeluh, dan mengeluh.