When she is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.

When she is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When she stares at you, she is wondering why she loves you so much in spite of being 

taken for granted.

When she calls you everyday, she wants to know how you are doing.

When she SMS's you everyday, she wants you to reply at least once.

When she says I love you, she means it.

When she says I miss you, no one in this world can miss you more than her.

When she says I will stand by you, she will stand by you like a rock.

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows, no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows, no
Nobody knows, no

The secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows, no
I said nobody knows
Nobody knows

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name


Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long

Too late

I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go,
Stop breathing if i don't see you anymore

Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know that.

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
 

I forgive you

I dont want to leave you.

Believe it.

Hold on to me and never let me go.
Never let me go.
Never let me go.

Here I am
This is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be

Here I am
It's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts

It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you

Here we are
We've just begun
And after all this time
Our time has come

Ya here we are
Still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong


Here I am next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new

Here I am
where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way

Here I am
This is me

Mama,

Kau kuat menanggung beban kandungan
Sembilan bulan
 

Mama,
Kau sabar membiarkan ku berada di sana (di dalam perut mu)
Hingga proses kelahiran

Mama, 

Kau saksi betapa sakit persalinan
Hidup dan mati kau taruhkan hanya untuk ku
 

Mama,
Saat tangis mungil ku terdendangkan
Berderai tangis haru mu beriring senyum kebahagiaan
 

Mama,
Bayi itu kau selimuti kasih sayang
Dengan perasaan tulus tak terbantahkan

Mama,

Kau saksi pertama ketika aku berceloteh mungil
Saksi pertama langkah-langkah kecil ku belajar berjalan

Mama,

Cara mu indah dalam membesarkan ku
Meski harus menempuh liku-liku

Mama,
Saat dewasa ku
Tak ingin aku menjadi saksi beribu-pilu mu

Mama, 

Aku ingin kau senantiasa bahagia
Meski dalam sahaja
Bersama lelaki tercinta
Yang biasa kusapa Ayah

- UNKNOWN -

Mama...

Engkau adalah seorang pahlawan untuk ku
Engkau tidak pernah lelah merawat ku
Tanpa menghitung banyak waktu
Engkau selalu menyayangi ku

Waktu demi waktu telah berlalu
Tetapi Ibu tetap yang terbaik untuk ku
Yang ku inginkan hanya satu di dalam my Du'a

Agar Mama selalu diberikan kesehatan
Serta harapan ku agar Engkau tetap berada di samping ku

Mama...

Engkau memang seseorang yang hebat
Ketika anak mu melakukan kesalahan
Engkau selalu mengingatkan dengan senyuman
Yang menunjukkan kasih sayang mu kepada ku

Mama...
Terima kasih engkau telah melahirkan ku di dunia ini
Terima kasih engkau telah mau mengasuh anak mu yang nakal ini
Terima kasih engkau selalu memberi motivasi untuk ku
Terima kasih engkau selalu mau mengingatkan ku
Dan terima kasih karena Mama selalu memberikan kasih sayang untuk ku
Semoga Mama diberikan umur yang panjang
Semoga Mama selalu diberikan kesehatan
Dan semoga Mama tetap sayang kepada anak-anak mu ini.
Anak-anak mu akan selalu mencintai mu

- UNKNOWN -

All this time i was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but i figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like i did before
You're not sorry, no.

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if i didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But i watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but i'm letting go
It may not last but i don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But i'm waiting
Still afraid that i will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely i wish secretly
It would fall down while i'm asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh i want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, i hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Love is Beautiful

I'm not begging you to love me.

I'm not really even asking you.

But, wouldn't it be all right

If i cherished the hope in my heart?

If i yearned to hold your hand.

It would only hurt me - not you.

If you didn't notice me,

My heart would be aching - not yours.

But, if you did notice me,

Or even, by any chance,

Gazed into my eyes,

I would try not to tremble.

But, please,

Don't ask me not to love you..

You Didn't Tell Me

There you stood, next to me,
And you waited, patiently
I approached, held you near
Then you whisperen, in my ear

You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
You went and left it all behind
You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
Didn't it ever cross your mind?

Friday night, cancelled plans
Then i see you,
Holding hands with a girl
Now it's clear
When you whispered in her ear

Didn't you tell me
That i was spending way too long
Wasting my time

Hm yea, i should have known
That i am better off on my own

You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
Didn't it ever cross your mind?
You didn't tell me
You didn't need me
Didn't you ever say goodbye?

Oh yea,
There you stood.

If you know
how i love you..

You are always there in my every Du'a

I know, isn't easy to be that you asked.

Aku pasrah kan hati ini,
Fate will answer it.

If I'm not your way,
I stopped to expect you.

If I was created for you,
I'm going to have you.

If we are destined to be together, we definitely met (◦'▿')ɔ♥c('▿'◦) ❀

Sesabar inikah i loved him in silence and tranquility (?)
Sesabar inikah i waited for him in silence, and faithfulness (?)

Am I the most selfish if this feeling is hoping more to it

O Allah,
How many times again i should survive in this situation (?)

Should i run from this necessity (?)
I love him.
I thought about him, but why not me who was on his mind (?)
Could i let go of this feeling.
Go left the hope to be with him

 I know,
He has been with her.
That's why i don't want ruin it,
I don't want to ruin their relationship  
If he's happy not with me,
I gave up to hope  
I don't want anymore there are a lot of false hopes.
Which is created only in pretense.

O, Allah.
Can my story ended up until here (?)
Because i see he has no longer consider me.
Aku tak mau jika hanya aku saja yang beranggapan.
I let it all get here.

Calm my heart.
Brighten my day.
Which he thought wasn't me but her!
He only thinks about her

O, Allah.
Saved him from the sense of my selfishness :))
Hopefully he's alright

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it when i said i didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should a let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid,
I was foolish,
I was lying to myself,
I could not fathom that i would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause i didn't know you
Cause i didn't know me
But I thought i knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that im feeling
Now that i don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your ****
Cause i don't have a choice
Oh, what i wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby

When you left i lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am i . . .
When times get rough,
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (?)
Who's gonna take your place.
There ain't nobody better!

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind.
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me "If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute,
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So, i turn the dial
Trying to catch a break, and then i hear Babyface "I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But im falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying.
Trying to figure out,
Where the hell i went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life.

Touch

I think you could help me
Get back to the world
Im spinning out of control
Help me
Im drifting alone
Im sinking
I need you to hold
I'd do anything to hear you say
That you're gonna take the pain away
I just need you back in my arms.

So i, i try
I'd do my best to reach you
Cause im drowning in this flood.
Tonight, i cry
Cause my world has gone to pieces.
And i cant get close enough
To touch

Save me
Im losing myself
Im falling
I need nobody else
I'm swimming in against the tide
Im trying to save my life
Just get me back to your heart.

Yea,
This time the world is washing over me
Cant breathe in
Im choking
Cant wait forever, need you desperately
Say you'll never let go..

Still Hurts

You and me, still hurts
Days go by, gets worse
I dont wanna see you
I dont wanna know where you are
Im scared of these feeling
Im broke and bleeding
Here without

You dont know how it feels
Breaking up and falling down
With you it's never gonna be
Not the way it used to be
Everyday, it gets harder to breathe

You and me, still hurts
Though that this could work
Im going out of my head and
Im trying to forget how i miss you
And im scared of this feeling
Life with no meaning, here without

At the moment i was silent.

When i was silent in my emotions,
it's because i didn't want to hurt you.

When i was silent in my sad,
it's because i wanted to toughen up without complaining to you.

When i was silent, when emotions rule over you,
it's because i was sad because why you are hurting me.

When i was silent while in your hug,
That's when i feel grateful there are people who are willing to wipe my tears.

Allow Me

 Izinkan ku,
Izinkan ku untuk tetap setia menunggu,
Menunggu mu..

Izinkan ku,
Izinkan ku untuk memelukmu dalam doa,
Warm all the time.

Izinkan ku,
Izinkan ku untuk selalu bertemu dengan mu dalam Istikharah cinta ku (:
My heart ♡  

YaALLAH, can i love him?
YaALLAH, can i feel  with him?
YaALLAH, can i miss him?

 If i sense this started destroying my whole heart
I was unable to bear its own
I need backrest heart  to soothe  this  my heart.
to whom i will anchoring this love?
To this day i can't find the answer, haha.

If he can be the best for my heart
will I surrender it all to Thee.
if he's right You (ALLAH) choose for me.
Not where my heart would looking the lovely heart.

If he is not the best for me
I try sincere for it all
although pain to bear this.

YaALLAH, if indeed you (ALLAH) match me with him, 

Unite me with him, 

And meeting with me in a full bond and the full blessing halal.

Where if not in marriage

Hopefully, this love, this pity, longing blossomed as beautiful as the sun is shining on the earth 

to build a harmonious family, and warahmah mawadah later with you later, Aamiin.

I'm sorry btw, if my english is bad.
My english is bulepotan, haha, LOL!

Kerinduan

Aku sapa, engkau diam.

 Aku pandang, engkau diam.

Aku kenang, engkau diam.

Aku binggung harus berbuat apa sekarang.

Aku hanya bisa merenung mu dengan penuh ketenangan,

Adakah sapaan kata dan harapan dari mu untuk ku?

Aku coba untuk menyapa, aaaaa tetapi semuanya sia-sia.

Aku hanya bisa mengatakan saat ini,

Bahwa kamulah kerinduan dalam hati dan khayal ku.

Kenangan jangan pernah datang bersama kesedihan ku

Cinta bagaikan. . .

Cinta bagaikan hutan.
Meneduhkan dan cantik,
Terkadang membuat kita tersesat di dalamnya.

Cinta bagaikan matahari.
Panas dan membakar,
Tetapi berguna untuk kehidupan.

Cinta bagaikan hujan,
Selalu membuat kita berlari agar tidak basah olehnya,
Tetapi selalu ditunggu saat kemarau datang.

Cinta bagikan awan.
Berarak beriringan dan terkadang hilang entah kemana.

Cinta bagaikan kamu,
Kadang menyebalkan tetapi juga ku rindukan.